Full time mommy, full time student, full time home maker, part time baby sitter.
Where did I get all the time to be all of these things? It hasn't come without its difficulties, but mostly from sheer determination! I have to make money, so I babysit. To babysit I need a clean house. Clean house, makes for a happy me! And to make a future for my daughter, I HAVE to go to school. How could I ever look her in the eyes and say, you need to go to college if neither one of her parents ever went? I strive to be the example of what I want her to be, although I would prefer her to wait to get married after she was out of college and then start making babies. ; )
I organize. My day is written down to a T, however, with a toddler things don't always, if ever, go as planned. So I strive to follow my plan while being flexible.
Going to school online is almost harder then sitting in a classroom, where you have to be motivated and the teacher will call on you if you even look like your sleeping. Online you don't have the pressure or social support system. You have yourself to tell yourself that you have to do this, or else you will fail. And I don't always listen to myself.
With that all said, LISTEN TO YOURSELF. Rule # 1.
Love,
Amber
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